“I don’t feel well…”
This statement is really more than just a complaint.
It’s a very powerful statement said by someone who is chronically ill. When a chronically ill person says this statement, they are not kidding. Especially if they have the power in their voice to tell you, because…
March 2012
13 posts
Pizza, Bagels, Wontons…man I hate cravings. For about 2 months now I have been Gluten Free. I have been doing very good on it and really don’t miss wheat all that much. But every now and then I have been getting cravings for Pizza and Bagels. Then yesterday my wife ordered in some chinese food and all I could think was wonton soup. MMMMMM. Delicious dumplings with a nice pork filling.
Now I know I can make a dumpling using gluten free flour and I can buy gluten free pizza dough and bagels. But come on. I live in the New York City area. Those are not going to be the same as the real thing. Nothing beats NY pizza and bagels.
To top this all off I am also doing Weight Watchers to lose weight (I know a fat person with Crohn’s Disease…WTF!). Even if I break down and decided I want to try the gluten free knock offs I can’t because they have too many calories. I can’t fit it into my diet.
So I am destined to go to bed at night and dream of pizza and bagles, walking in a meadow holding hands….followed by a wonton dumpling running after them.
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Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly it’s hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, feel so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring me down, oh no
So don’t you bring me down today
To all your friends you’re delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Tryin’ hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone
Left the puzzle undone, ain’t that the way it is?
‘Cause you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring you down, oh no
So don’t you bring me down today
No matter what we do
No matter what we do
(No matter what we say)
No matter what we say
(We’re the song that’s outta tune)
(Full of beautiful mistakes)
(And everywhere we go)
And everywhere we go
(The sun will always shine)
The sun will always, always shine!
(But tomorrow we might awake on the other side)
‘Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won’t bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring us down, oh no
So don’t you bring me down today
Don’t you bring me down today
Don’t you bring me down today
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.