A Guy with Crohn's

So these past couple of days haven’t been that great.  As of last week, my tummy has had a weird feeling like it is getting ready to give me pain and be sick..but it doesn’t get worse.  I have been going to the bathroom a little bit more than normal also.

I had been doing so well these past couple of months since going gluten free.  My CD has not bothered me since early February.  I was hoping that I was on my way into remission.  Now, I am thinking I am about to get worse again….damn I hate this disease.

All I keep thinking is No Flare….Please.  Spring is here and I want to enjoy the weather.  I have my Take Steps walk in June and I want to be able to go to this.  I have vacation in July that I really am looking forward to.  Please Crohn’s do give me a flare now.

On top of all this, I can feel some depression seeping into my mind.  I have been so upbeat and positive these past couple of months and I don’t want all my hard work to get better to just fade away. 

I always feel a lot of love from my fellow Crohnies online and I could use some of that love and positivity more than ever now.  I just have to remember that I love life and I won’t let this crappy disease (pun intended) get to me.  And please…No Flare.